My new blog is already here! Whoo! Okay hopefully the link works because I have a whole new account and that was my last email....fingers crossed! The link is www.emolaylayextras.blogspot.com it's where I dump everything. Bg's, stories, everything. Hope you guys like it! Right now I only have Chapter 1-3 of Things Change and So Do People but I am about to post some stuff from here too but not too much or you guys will forget about the series! Shanana, I'm sorry you don't like it but I do! Haha Bye Bye!
~Emolaylay with her last blog post here
Saturday, April 24, 2010
New Blog, New Account, Fresh Start
Mrs Thompson is right! My blog is posessed! I am going to make a new one and Copy Paste my series, I am making a new background blog too so yeah. I will leave these blogs open though for updates of comments and stuff. Hope this one works!
Monday, April 19, 2010
UGHHHHH!!!
Okay, I haven't written anymore of my newest series yet. I feel depressed because Mrs Thompson comments on everyone else's blogs and their links work! It's no fair! I have no idea why my link is so stubborn! I am not posting anymore until Mrs Thompson starts commenting on my blogs! So, if you want more of my stories, poems, etc. BEG MRS THOMPSON!!!
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Things Change and So Do People (Chapter 3)
It felt as if they had been running for hours, Jesse felt her face...cool as ice. Even thought she was chilled, something inside her was alive that was missing before, she was free.
"Tarrzar?"
"What?"
"That was..." Jesse felt no need to think more...like she could think at that moment?
"What were we running from back there?"
"The enemy herd."
"There's more of you?"
"Of course!" His face formed a sneer, "You're so stupid! The herd told me to never return once I had saved you! They say humans are the enemy! Now-now I am the enemy, an outsider."
"Oh, Tarrzar..." Jesse motioned as if to hug his fur...for comfort but he rejected with a fierce growl.
As the sun rose, Jesse and Tarrzar decided to set out on a hunt, a hunt for food. Little did they know, they weren't the only ones hunting.
Both girl and wolf stalked through the forest ground in search for small animals for Tarrzar. Jesse wasn't quite prepared for rat dinners yet. As they journyed, the shaking of leaves filled the forest with sound.
"What is that?"
"Just a squirrel, no need to panic." Tarrzar thought. The sound was heard again and with that they ran from the gun shots of hunters.
So, how was it?! Is it okay? Uhm, I don't know what's wrong with my link, I just wish Mrs. T...hompson would comment on my story! It makes me sad when I saw comments on your blogs and just one from mine so, please beg her to check it out! But, only if YOU like the series!
"Tarrzar?"
"What?"
"That was..." Jesse felt no need to think more...like she could think at that moment?
"What were we running from back there?"
"The enemy herd."
"There's more of you?"
"Of course!" His face formed a sneer, "You're so stupid! The herd told me to never return once I had saved you! They say humans are the enemy! Now-now I am the enemy, an outsider."
"Oh, Tarrzar..." Jesse motioned as if to hug his fur...for comfort but he rejected with a fierce growl.
As the sun rose, Jesse and Tarrzar decided to set out on a hunt, a hunt for food. Little did they know, they weren't the only ones hunting.
Both girl and wolf stalked through the forest ground in search for small animals for Tarrzar. Jesse wasn't quite prepared for rat dinners yet. As they journyed, the shaking of leaves filled the forest with sound.
"What is that?"
"Just a squirrel, no need to panic." Tarrzar thought. The sound was heard again and with that they ran from the gun shots of hunters.
So, how was it?! Is it okay? Uhm, I don't know what's wrong with my link, I just wish Mrs. T...hompson would comment on my story! It makes me sad when I saw comments on your blogs and just one from mine so, please beg her to check it out! But, only if YOU like the series!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Things Change and So Do People (Chapter Two)
Jesse had awoken to a startling face. It's eyes shown through her soul like a dagger stabbing through her heart. As the thunder clasped, the face was caught in a soft glimpse, it was a wolf. Jesse lay back, cautious of the stern face. Suddenly, she realized a different surrounding.
How had she gotten here? Why was this wolf staring at her? She heard a soft voice; although, nothing was found.
"Outsider!" the voice screamed,"I should have never brought you here." The wolf seemed to let out a low growl. Jesse knew now....the voice wasn't a voice at all. It was a thought...from the wolf.
Jesse was amazed! She had never had a dog although, she knew they didn't speak to you through thought...in fact, they didn't really speak at all.
"Can you hear me?" Jesse thought.
"Of course I can!" The wolf snapped.
"Great! I should call you something like Max, or Bob, or-"
"No....that's bull."
"Oh." Jesse thought blankly.
"My name is Tarrzar."
"Hello, Tarrzar. My name is Jesse." What happened next was something Jesse never expected.
Tarrzar's nostrils flared as a musky scent filled deep into them. He turned toward Jesse, "Get on my back."
"Wh-"
"Just do it!" He crouched as Jesse climbed onto his back and felt the security of his bushy mane.
"Where are we going?"
"Away from here."
"Why?"
"I'll explain later." Then, with one final thought, Jesse and Tarrzar fled toward the security of the moon.
Hope you guys liked it! This was like 4 chapters in my journal! Anyways, Corgii is Tarrzar (yes, we know she's a dude but we don't care). I am Jesse and no more characters right now but get ready! Hope you enjoyed! Comment!
Love, Peace, Chicken Grease!
~Emolaylay
How had she gotten here? Why was this wolf staring at her? She heard a soft voice; although, nothing was found.
"Outsider!" the voice screamed,"I should have never brought you here." The wolf seemed to let out a low growl. Jesse knew now....the voice wasn't a voice at all. It was a thought...from the wolf.
Jesse was amazed! She had never had a dog although, she knew they didn't speak to you through thought...in fact, they didn't really speak at all.
"Can you hear me?" Jesse thought.
"Of course I can!" The wolf snapped.
"Great! I should call you something like Max, or Bob, or-"
"No....that's bull."
"Oh." Jesse thought blankly.
"My name is Tarrzar."
"Hello, Tarrzar. My name is Jesse." What happened next was something Jesse never expected.
Tarrzar's nostrils flared as a musky scent filled deep into them. He turned toward Jesse, "Get on my back."
"Wh-"
"Just do it!" He crouched as Jesse climbed onto his back and felt the security of his bushy mane.
"Where are we going?"
"Away from here."
"Why?"
"I'll explain later." Then, with one final thought, Jesse and Tarrzar fled toward the security of the moon.
Hope you guys liked it! This was like 4 chapters in my journal! Anyways, Corgii is Tarrzar (yes, we know she's a dude but we don't care). I am Jesse and no more characters right now but get ready! Hope you enjoyed! Comment!
Love, Peace, Chicken Grease!
~Emolaylay
Monday, April 12, 2010
Hi everyone! Okay, Corgii sent me her character that she's gonna be today! OMG, I can't wait! Anyways, Corgii is going to be her newest character, Tarrzar! I LOVE him! He's soo awesome! (or she haha) So, so far the characters are:
Jesse=Me
Tarrzar=Corgii
Dad=A Secret!
Here's a picture of Corgii's character:
Amazing isn't it?! I can't wait to start writing!
Love, Peace, Chicken Grease ( O: )
~Emolaylay
Jesse=Me
Tarrzar=Corgii
Dad=A Secret!
Here's a picture of Corgii's character:
Amazing isn't it?! I can't wait to start writing!
Love, Peace, Chicken Grease ( O: )
~Emolaylay
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Things Change and So Do People (Chapter 1)
Okay, I know this one is short but I can't write another chapter until Corgii emails me her characters, hope you like chapter 1 of "Things Change and So Do People"
Jesse ran, ran for her freedom, ran from her dad's mistakes. She had no intention of ever going this far into a world of desperation. As she ran, her head was turned, lengthening the distance between her dad's world and the unknown. Jesse suddenly stumbled, loosing her footing. Tumbling twelve feet into the ground, Jesse swarmed through thickets or thorns, sticks and stones, and humiliation.
Frightened by the impact of gravity, Jesse couldn't stop the endless fall. Then, darkness crept in as she flew into a tree. The dark took over her mind, her body, shutting it all down.
Told you it was really short but oh well! Hope you like it and I hope Corgii emails me soon! Keep your fingers crossed!
Jesse ran, ran for her freedom, ran from her dad's mistakes. She had no intention of ever going this far into a world of desperation. As she ran, her head was turned, lengthening the distance between her dad's world and the unknown. Jesse suddenly stumbled, loosing her footing. Tumbling twelve feet into the ground, Jesse swarmed through thickets or thorns, sticks and stones, and humiliation.
Frightened by the impact of gravity, Jesse couldn't stop the endless fall. Then, darkness crept in as she flew into a tree. The dark took over her mind, her body, shutting it all down.
Told you it was really short but oh well! Hope you like it and I hope Corgii emails me soon! Keep your fingers crossed!
Things Change and So Do People (Prologue)
Hiya! This is my first section of "Things Change and So Do People", the only characters I know of are the dad, the wolf (which won't be in this section....it's the introduction to her leaving), and Jesse.
Dad= A Secret! O:
Wolf= One of Corgii's characters (undecided)
Jesse=Me
Okay, hope you like the first section of "Things Change and So Do People"....if you have any questions just comment.
Opening the door, Jesse walked in the door to find the usual, her alcholic dad (or as he called it 'soberphobic') on their couch with a six pack of Bud Light on the floor.
"Dad?" No answer, "Dad? Dad?!" Jesse stumbled through the beer bottles and shook her dad. He was passed out...go figure.
Jesse filed her homework into her folder as her father gathered himself away from his slumber.
"Dinner's in the microwave." Jesse mumbled.
"O--okay...did you have a g-good day at school?" He was too drunk to talk properly and could hardly scramble to his feet.
"Dad, really? Why can't you be normal?"
"Wh-what do you mean?"
"Why do you have to be drunk every hour on the hour?" He suddenly fell to the floor, tears streaming from his prickly face.
"I'm Sorry" he croaked, "I-I drink because it takes away the pain." He cupped a hand to his forehead.
"Of what?"
"Your mom" His face was on the ground. The room sounded of a blazing tv and soft sobs. Oh, brother...
Jesse replayed the scene in her head, thinking of his sorrow. Then, anger set in. It was five years ago! As he wasted away the years drinking, he grew more depressed...that was HIS fault! Jesse was finished with the relentless self pity and shame. If she wanted to leave then she had to do it soon....tonight.
Dad= A Secret! O:
Wolf= One of Corgii's characters (undecided)
Jesse=Me
Okay, hope you like the first section of "Things Change and So Do People"....if you have any questions just comment.
Opening the door, Jesse walked in the door to find the usual, her alcholic dad (or as he called it 'soberphobic') on their couch with a six pack of Bud Light on the floor.
"Dad?" No answer, "Dad? Dad?!" Jesse stumbled through the beer bottles and shook her dad. He was passed out...go figure.
Jesse filed her homework into her folder as her father gathered himself away from his slumber.
"Dinner's in the microwave." Jesse mumbled.
"O--okay...did you have a g-good day at school?" He was too drunk to talk properly and could hardly scramble to his feet.
"Dad, really? Why can't you be normal?"
"Wh-what do you mean?"
"Why do you have to be drunk every hour on the hour?" He suddenly fell to the floor, tears streaming from his prickly face.
"I'm Sorry" he croaked, "I-I drink because it takes away the pain." He cupped a hand to his forehead.
"Of what?"
"Your mom" His face was on the ground. The room sounded of a blazing tv and soft sobs. Oh, brother...
Jesse replayed the scene in her head, thinking of his sorrow. Then, anger set in. It was five years ago! As he wasted away the years drinking, he grew more depressed...that was HIS fault! Jesse was finished with the relentless self pity and shame. If she wanted to leave then she had to do it soon....tonight.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
UGH!!!!
NO ONE has commented on this thing! If no one will check it I'll delete it! I'm getting really frustrated because I check my friends blogs everday and I've updated more so I get angry just please comment!!! My new series "Things Change and So Do People" is going to have secret characters... All I know right now is that Corgii AKA Morgan Marsh is going to be the wolf! :O So comment!!!! Or else you won't be able to read the series!
Monday, April 5, 2010
New Story!!!!
Okay! I am making a new series (for real this time) and the characters are going to be secretly named...if you wanna know if your in the story just ask! (: It's about a girl that's had some trouble in her life...her mom died when she was a child and her dad is a drunk that's never home. The pain eats away at her every time she thinks of something happy because in the end, happiness only turns into tears and sobs of sadness. When she runs away and finds a friendly wolf...will she survive? Will she ever do anything she planned of? And (i know bad grammar...whatever) when she sees hunters trying to kill this wolf, what will she do? Will she confront them? Or stalk them??? Just read...'Thing's Change and So Do People'
Monday, March 29, 2010
Inspiration Spoofed
I NEED INSPIRATION! Or requests! Please comment and leave something for me to write about! I'm SOOOOO empty right now! I can't write without inspiration, it's just me! Okay, so, for your pleasure check out my newest blog: http://www.emolaylaysbgs.blogspot.com/ but you have to type it in...my links are messed up so, yeah. Anyways, I'm posting the recent BG's I've made on there so go check it out!
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Cinderalla Story: Lone Wolf
Okay I really DID need to post something else so.... yeah. I'm going to post my Cinderalla story in wolf version. It sucks but, oh well!
Lone Wolf
Emily Owens
Her father took his final breath and bleed through the white blanket of snow. Belladonna was mystified, would she lose her father, even after losing her mother? If so, her father’s mate would tend to her, would the wolf gods let that happen? His eyes closed as his heart stopped, Belladonna’s hope,faith, and love faded into a small hole behind her heart…all she had was lost. Her stepsister shared a triumphant smile and trotted into their barren cave. Their herd wasn’t the richest but, before this had happened, she had felt the richest in happiness. The gods failed her…how was she to survive now? As she nudged her father’s snout, she heard the enemy wolf tribe howl to the moon. The tears poured, she ventured through the shaded ruins of the cave. Real life awaited.
Belladonna was forced to live a daily routine, finding fish for her family and tending to their every need. Food was scarce and the sun hadn’t shined since she had lost her father. Miserable and hungry, Belladonna lived a poor life, still she was the most beautiful wolf in any tribe. The enemy tribe was abundant in food. Each and everything they wanted was granted. They sent out for a mate, a life with the leader’s son, the one that was to take his father’s position when he died. They planned a visit at their cave. Of course, Belladonna’s stepmother and stepsister we’re curious. They bathed in the lake, stayed clear of mud, and practiced prancing all evening. Belladonna longed to prepare for the visit but, her family forced her to venture and find fish. Her dream to escape from this nightmare was ruined. She would never be able to find a lone wolf. How could her family betray her?
As Belladonna watched her family leave, she scratched on her bed, nothing to look forward to. Later, Belladonna creeped through the black night, her white coat shining as if it were diamonds. She felt a presence, then, her father’s spirit seeped through the night. His orders we’re clear, be home when the moon reaches the southern side. He gave her two laces. He tied them onto her feet, it looked like silk shoes, beautiful purple laces flowing in the wind. Afterwards, he faded into the night. She sped through the stars, her fur flowing in the wind. As she reached the cave, many wolves bowed heads at her beauty. As the alfa’s son, Adolph, sprang next to Belladonna, the pear tree leaves shimmered around them. They nudged one another and began dancing in harmony.
As the night began to rise into day, Belladonna galloped out…fantasy had ended and regular life had simmered back into place. As Adolph ran after her, he saw a small lace on the ground, her lace. Was this a princess? Was she rich? Questions that would go unanswered until he found one thing. The one thing that he had fallen for. He had to find the beautiful wolf. He needed to find Belladonna. Her father had given her the most amazing night. Even so, would she ever see Adolph again?
Belladonna and Adolph sulked into emptyness. Both creatures were soundles but, wonderous. Adolph, being a part of an abundant tribe, set out to find the girl. Each time he visited a tribe, the lace did not wrap around their leg. It was too small on every wolf. Days had past and Belladonna awaited his stop at their cave. Two weeks later, Belladonna heard the sound of faint paws trudging the ground. As Adolph walked into the cave, Belladonna’s hope skyrocketed. Maybe the gods hadn’t betrayed her at all. Her stepsister lifted her paw, trying to tighten the lace with her mouth, she broke it. How would Adolph find his mistress without the lace?
The stepmother deeply apologized. Belladonna and Adolph had given up all hope. Dreams were crushed suddenly Belladonna searched through her bed of straw to reveal the lace’s mate. Adolph jumped with joy and together they danced. A few days later, Belladonna became Adolph’s mate and they both lived in a big cave with an amazing tribe. After the tribe granted Adolph and Belladonna as leaders of the tribe, the stepmother and stepsister died because they did not have the instinct to find food. Belladonna had gotten her dream, no more misery. Adolph had gotten his true love. They live a joyous life with two wolf children.
It's really bad but, I was lacking inspiration. Anyways, hope YOU enjoyed it!
~Emolaylay☼♥
Lone Wolf
Emily Owens
Her father took his final breath and bleed through the white blanket of snow. Belladonna was mystified, would she lose her father, even after losing her mother? If so, her father’s mate would tend to her, would the wolf gods let that happen? His eyes closed as his heart stopped, Belladonna’s hope,faith, and love faded into a small hole behind her heart…all she had was lost. Her stepsister shared a triumphant smile and trotted into their barren cave. Their herd wasn’t the richest but, before this had happened, she had felt the richest in happiness. The gods failed her…how was she to survive now? As she nudged her father’s snout, she heard the enemy wolf tribe howl to the moon. The tears poured, she ventured through the shaded ruins of the cave. Real life awaited.
Belladonna was forced to live a daily routine, finding fish for her family and tending to their every need. Food was scarce and the sun hadn’t shined since she had lost her father. Miserable and hungry, Belladonna lived a poor life, still she was the most beautiful wolf in any tribe. The enemy tribe was abundant in food. Each and everything they wanted was granted. They sent out for a mate, a life with the leader’s son, the one that was to take his father’s position when he died. They planned a visit at their cave. Of course, Belladonna’s stepmother and stepsister we’re curious. They bathed in the lake, stayed clear of mud, and practiced prancing all evening. Belladonna longed to prepare for the visit but, her family forced her to venture and find fish. Her dream to escape from this nightmare was ruined. She would never be able to find a lone wolf. How could her family betray her?
As Belladonna watched her family leave, she scratched on her bed, nothing to look forward to. Later, Belladonna creeped through the black night, her white coat shining as if it were diamonds. She felt a presence, then, her father’s spirit seeped through the night. His orders we’re clear, be home when the moon reaches the southern side. He gave her two laces. He tied them onto her feet, it looked like silk shoes, beautiful purple laces flowing in the wind. Afterwards, he faded into the night. She sped through the stars, her fur flowing in the wind. As she reached the cave, many wolves bowed heads at her beauty. As the alfa’s son, Adolph, sprang next to Belladonna, the pear tree leaves shimmered around them. They nudged one another and began dancing in harmony.
As the night began to rise into day, Belladonna galloped out…fantasy had ended and regular life had simmered back into place. As Adolph ran after her, he saw a small lace on the ground, her lace. Was this a princess? Was she rich? Questions that would go unanswered until he found one thing. The one thing that he had fallen for. He had to find the beautiful wolf. He needed to find Belladonna. Her father had given her the most amazing night. Even so, would she ever see Adolph again?
Belladonna and Adolph sulked into emptyness. Both creatures were soundles but, wonderous. Adolph, being a part of an abundant tribe, set out to find the girl. Each time he visited a tribe, the lace did not wrap around their leg. It was too small on every wolf. Days had past and Belladonna awaited his stop at their cave. Two weeks later, Belladonna heard the sound of faint paws trudging the ground. As Adolph walked into the cave, Belladonna’s hope skyrocketed. Maybe the gods hadn’t betrayed her at all. Her stepsister lifted her paw, trying to tighten the lace with her mouth, she broke it. How would Adolph find his mistress without the lace?
The stepmother deeply apologized. Belladonna and Adolph had given up all hope. Dreams were crushed suddenly Belladonna searched through her bed of straw to reveal the lace’s mate. Adolph jumped with joy and together they danced. A few days later, Belladonna became Adolph’s mate and they both lived in a big cave with an amazing tribe. After the tribe granted Adolph and Belladonna as leaders of the tribe, the stepmother and stepsister died because they did not have the instinct to find food. Belladonna had gotten her dream, no more misery. Adolph had gotten his true love. They live a joyous life with two wolf children.
It's really bad but, I was lacking inspiration. Anyways, hope YOU enjoyed it!
~Emolaylay☼♥
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Stories!
Okay, everyone! I am not gonna be able to post my new series for a while. It's something important but, SO fun! Anyways, I would like you guys to send in your ideas/poems/stories! Whatever you can give me! It can be horror,romance, or anything! Just send it in and I'll post it!
~Emolaylay
~Emolaylay
Monday, March 8, 2010
okay no one is posting comments on this blog but oh well! i'm posting anyways! i want to thank mrs t-hompson (tee HOMPson) for supporting me and posting my poem and song on her blog! :) anyways i found my original copy of No More and thought i'd post it (so much better than the edited)
No More
Light another cigarrete
Puff another smoke
But, you said no to help
And I hope you don't choke
When you find out
I was right all along
You didn't have the reasons to live anymore
And for you to find those reasons
Is what I'm fighting for
How long will it take for you to see
This has to be
No More
Hang with your big bad group
Go buy another pack
As long as you keep in mind
I'll never, ever do that
You didn't have the reasons to live anymore
And for you to find those reasons
Is what I'm fighting for
How long will it take for you to see
This has to be
No More
Now why would you
Color up what you were doing
With a pretty sparkly smile
Now, why do you think you always feel
So cruel, so vile
For you to get your head straight
Is what you say won't do
So, now I'm trying to help
Oh yes, I'm trying for you
You didn't have the reasons to live anymore
And for you to find those reasons
Is what I'm fighting for
How long will it take for you to see
This has to be
No More
Hope you like it....sadly, this was inspired by a few people in my class....
Peace, Love, and Ninjas
~Emolaylay
No More
Light another cigarrete
Puff another smoke
But, you said no to help
And I hope you don't choke
When you find out
I was right all along
You didn't have the reasons to live anymore
And for you to find those reasons
Is what I'm fighting for
How long will it take for you to see
This has to be
No More
Hang with your big bad group
Go buy another pack
As long as you keep in mind
I'll never, ever do that
You didn't have the reasons to live anymore
And for you to find those reasons
Is what I'm fighting for
How long will it take for you to see
This has to be
No More
Now why would you
Color up what you were doing
With a pretty sparkly smile
Now, why do you think you always feel
So cruel, so vile
For you to get your head straight
Is what you say won't do
So, now I'm trying to help
Oh yes, I'm trying for you
You didn't have the reasons to live anymore
And for you to find those reasons
Is what I'm fighting for
How long will it take for you to see
This has to be
No More
Hope you like it....sadly, this was inspired by a few people in my class....
Peace, Love, and Ninjas
~Emolaylay
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
No More
Light another ciggarette
Go and smoke another weed
But, soon you'll realize
It's me that you dearly need
Love fades
People build a wall
Now, it seems as if
I'm standing strong and tall
You didn't have the reasons to live anymore
And for you to find those reasons
Is what I'm fighting for
How long will it take for you to see
This has to be
No More
Go deplore in your little corner
Go hang with your big bad group
But, I'll always say no to your big 'unescapable' loop
You didn't have the reasons to live anymore
And for you to find those reasons
Is what I'm fighting for
How long will it take for you to see
This has to be
No More
What'd you expect from me?
I won't give in
What will happen if you get caught?
What will you expect me to do then?
You didn't have the reasons to live anymore
And for you to find those reasons
Is what I'm fighting for
How long will it take for you to see
This has to be
No More
It has to end here and now
After all, the image is just profound
This was a song about my friends and they did some bad things....I would never do those things. This is an edited version and I don't know where the original is! :) But, anyways, don't make the mistakes they made. They might have screwed thier lives forever, it's going to be hard on them when they enter real life....they have to pay the consequences for taking drugs (and selling them). All of you know who I am talking about and I'm begging you: Never make the mistake they did, ever.
Peace,Love,and Ninjas
~Emolaylay
Go and smoke another weed
But, soon you'll realize
It's me that you dearly need
Love fades
People build a wall
Now, it seems as if
I'm standing strong and tall
You didn't have the reasons to live anymore
And for you to find those reasons
Is what I'm fighting for
How long will it take for you to see
This has to be
No More
Go deplore in your little corner
Go hang with your big bad group
But, I'll always say no to your big 'unescapable' loop
You didn't have the reasons to live anymore
And for you to find those reasons
Is what I'm fighting for
How long will it take for you to see
This has to be
No More
What'd you expect from me?
I won't give in
What will happen if you get caught?
What will you expect me to do then?
You didn't have the reasons to live anymore
And for you to find those reasons
Is what I'm fighting for
How long will it take for you to see
This has to be
No More
It has to end here and now
After all, the image is just profound
This was a song about my friends and they did some bad things....I would never do those things. This is an edited version and I don't know where the original is! :) But, anyways, don't make the mistakes they made. They might have screwed thier lives forever, it's going to be hard on them when they enter real life....they have to pay the consequences for taking drugs (and selling them). All of you know who I am talking about and I'm begging you: Never make the mistake they did, ever.
Peace,Love,and Ninjas
~Emolaylay
You Are All Great Writers!
Okay, so Shanana went on a rant saying "Oh, so my poems aren't incredibly fantastic?! WELL!" But, I say every writer is fantastic, we all have our own way of writing what we feel. EVERYONE is an amazing writer no matter what others think! We are all unique and no one is a 'just person' as Mrs Bella calls it! Even if you hate your work...some one will love it. Now, each day I want you guys to give yourself a compliment about your writing...wether the writing is in your head or on paper. I love it all♥
To check out Mrs Thompson's blog go to: http://www.be-a-rock-star-reader.blogspot.com/
To check out Mrs Thompson's blog go to: http://www.be-a-rock-star-reader.blogspot.com/
Monday, March 1, 2010
New Series
Hi, everyone! Okay, I am in the process of writing a new series! The name is It's Complicated and I'm hoping to get it put up this week so STAY tuned!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Loves of my Life (haha)
http://www.bestweekever.tv/bwe/images/2009/03/ADAM-LAMBERT-3.jpg
Adam Lambert♥ I know he's gay, but Shanana and I don't care! We LURVE him!
http://11.media.tumblr.com/2o8ouPQ7Iqaox101DOqLzdp7o1_400.jpg
*sigh* William Moseley....
http://kradamized.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/tommy-r.jpg
Tommy Ratliff!!!!
Last But DEFINITLEY not least.....
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AHHHHHH!!! Justin Bieber, he's so awesomerific!
I Lurve em' all! We aren't obsessed....we're in lurve!
Adam Lambert♥ I know he's gay, but Shanana and I don't care! We LURVE him!
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*sigh* William Moseley....
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Tommy Ratliff!!!!
Last But DEFINITLEY not least.....
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AHHHHHH!!! Justin Bieber, he's so awesomerific!
I Lurve em' all! We aren't obsessed....we're in lurve!
Failure
A poem about failure (obviously) dedicated to Shanana, she inspired me to write this! (even though the soccer team isn't worthy of her Adam Lambert Tasticness)
The finish line just ahead
I climb towards the top
Afriad to fall
I don't look down
In this sea of hopelessness
Is where I may drown
I feel hands
Weighing me down
I hear the faint silence
But, there's too much sound
I see dawn overpowering dusk
My view suddenly blocked
By a thick musk
As I feel my tips touch
The ribbon of success
My eyes seek what is desired
The finish Line
But, then I fall
The finish line just ahead
I climb towards the top
Afriad to fall
I don't look down
In this sea of hopelessness
Is where I may drown
I feel hands
Weighing me down
I hear the faint silence
But, there's too much sound
I see dawn overpowering dusk
My view suddenly blocked
By a thick musk
As I feel my tips touch
The ribbon of success
My eyes seek what is desired
The finish Line
But, then I fall
Dedicated To all of my Besties out There!!! ♥ Love ma Girls!
Bestie Poem
We're close as close can be
We can talk about anything
They say opposites attract
But, how can that be
When we are the same?
Some may believe that rule
Maybe, just maybe
I do, too
Altho, that rule
Doesn't apply to you
Best Friend
We're close as close can be
We can talk about anything
They say opposites attract
But, how can that be
When we are the same?
Some may believe that rule
Maybe, just maybe
I do, too
Altho, that rule
Doesn't apply to you
Best Friend
Hater Poem by Shannon Harris and Emily Owens
Our Hater Poem! Dedicated to all Adam Lovers b/c we Love the Haters No matter what but they hate us
You hate his voice
You hate him
Why not be respectful
And respect our own opinion
You don't like us
We tend to be okay towards you
It's like threatening us with dynamite
But, we won't tap a foot to your hating tune
Your eyes freeze anytime he's seen
Your sneer is your face
The twitch of your lips is dislike
But, we feel not one ounce of pain
You don't like us
We tend to be okay towards you
It's like threatening us with dynamite
But, we won't tap a foot to your hating tune
We lurve Adam! This is our way of expressing the lurve and the way meanie haters areAnyways, go to Shanana's site: http://www.shanny0220.blogspot.com/
You hate his voice
You hate him
Why not be respectful
And respect our own opinion
You don't like us
We tend to be okay towards you
It's like threatening us with dynamite
But, we won't tap a foot to your hating tune
Your eyes freeze anytime he's seen
Your sneer is your face
The twitch of your lips is dislike
But, we feel not one ounce of pain
You don't like us
We tend to be okay towards you
It's like threatening us with dynamite
But, we won't tap a foot to your hating tune
We lurve Adam! This is our way of expressing the lurve and the way meanie haters are
Contest Entry
This is a poem I am entering for our poet competition
Unbearable: Emily (Emolaylay) Owens
Fire burned into your eyes
Ice seeping through your voice
Your laugh permits poison into our minds
Your smile is forced
Your thoughts are always formed into words
Even when they consist of emotional hurt
Unhelpful advice
Mad at everything
You create the drama
You ruin my songbird sing
Drama's your best subject
You and your voice are enough
We can do without all the huffs and puffs
Unhelpful advice
Mad at everything
You create the drama
You ruin my songbird sing
You cut through the silence without a knife
No keeping peace with you
It's hard to keep track
Of all the bad things you do
Unhelpful advice
Mad at everything
You create the drama
You ruin my songbird sing
No help are you
You create the drama
You ruin my songbird sing
Unbearable: Emily (Emolaylay) Owens
Fire burned into your eyes
Ice seeping through your voice
Your laugh permits poison into our minds
Your smile is forced
Your thoughts are always formed into words
Even when they consist of emotional hurt
Unhelpful advice
Mad at everything
You create the drama
You ruin my songbird sing
Drama's your best subject
You and your voice are enough
We can do without all the huffs and puffs
Unhelpful advice
Mad at everything
You create the drama
You ruin my songbird sing
You cut through the silence without a knife
No keeping peace with you
It's hard to keep track
Of all the bad things you do
Unhelpful advice
Mad at everything
You create the drama
You ruin my songbird sing
No help are you
You create the drama
You ruin my songbird sing
Monday, February 22, 2010
SOOOOO Sowrry!
Hi, everyone! Sorry for not updating but I will update soon! Poems are coming! I'm also writing my new series: It's Complicated! Get Ready!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
No Boundaries Chapter 4
Throughout the day my mind wandered into the cave, the beautiful lake, the touch of his lips, and the smell of his skin. I couldn’t work, I was daydreaming. Needless to say, the day got worse…
Through the day, my dreams were awoken by three simple words : “Action” “Collete!” and “Focuse!”
I couldn’t help it! How could I stop the feeling of his arms around me? How could I stop the way I felt when he spoke? I couldn’t! About 4:00pm, I received the most shocking phone call….
“Hello? What? No! It can’t be!” suddenly a shock of adrenaline surged into my viens. I shot up like a balloon and ran as fast as my legs could go, to the hospital. As I neared the entrance, my heart snapped like a rope. I didn’t want to face reality. I didn’t want to lose him. I couldn’t.
“Brian, please?”
“Room 21.”
“Thanks” I huddled into the small room. It smelt of too much mopping and too little fun.
“Brian? Brian?!” The nurses huddled in, they started turning off the equipment…
“What’s happening?! What happened to him?!” Tears formed into my too big eyes.
“I’m sorry, he got in a car wreck. We tried to save him, but we couldn’t…”
“No! This can’t be happening!” I was rampaging, unable to stop the tears from flowing down. As they stripped the sheets I kissed his forehead one last time….how could this happen?
I couldn’t hold him in my arms,couldn’t feel the touch of his lips…
Lay me down to rest. It’s a Lover’s final breath. Now I die, Kiss your tender lips goodbye. Pray to God, who hears my cry.
I’ll see you again someday, I love you….that’s all that’s left to say….
That was three years ago. He’s gone and life goes on. I will never forget the way his hair curled around his face, the way his lips tasted, and the touch of his skin. My name is Collete, this is the story about my first love.
I really hope you liked this series! More series coming!
Through the day, my dreams were awoken by three simple words : “Action” “Collete!” and “Focuse!”
I couldn’t help it! How could I stop the feeling of his arms around me? How could I stop the way I felt when he spoke? I couldn’t! About 4:00pm, I received the most shocking phone call….
“Hello? What? No! It can’t be!” suddenly a shock of adrenaline surged into my viens. I shot up like a balloon and ran as fast as my legs could go, to the hospital. As I neared the entrance, my heart snapped like a rope. I didn’t want to face reality. I didn’t want to lose him. I couldn’t.
“Brian, please?”
“Room 21.”
“Thanks” I huddled into the small room. It smelt of too much mopping and too little fun.
“Brian? Brian?!” The nurses huddled in, they started turning off the equipment…
“What’s happening?! What happened to him?!” Tears formed into my too big eyes.
“I’m sorry, he got in a car wreck. We tried to save him, but we couldn’t…”
“No! This can’t be happening!” I was rampaging, unable to stop the tears from flowing down. As they stripped the sheets I kissed his forehead one last time….how could this happen?
I couldn’t hold him in my arms,couldn’t feel the touch of his lips…
Lay me down to rest. It’s a Lover’s final breath. Now I die, Kiss your tender lips goodbye. Pray to God, who hears my cry.
I’ll see you again someday, I love you….that’s all that’s left to say….
That was three years ago. He’s gone and life goes on. I will never forget the way his hair curled around his face, the way his lips tasted, and the touch of his skin. My name is Collete, this is the story about my first love.
I really hope you liked this series! More series coming!
No Boundaries Chapter 3
As I headed out for my first day at work, nothing was all I thought. It was like I hadn’t cared that he was drinking anymore….maybe I didn’t. I thought of my friend most of the day. I missed her, of course I did, she was my best friend. As we shot scenes and ran through lines and spells, I worked hard to get everything perfect. As soon as the day was over, I huddled outside to grab my phone and speak with her as soon as possible. “Hello?? Yeah! It’s Collete, what are you up to? Really?! That’s awesome! Yeah, sure! What’s the address? Okay! Alright. You too, bye!” She had gotten a role in a movie…did we all have the same dream? Oh, and she had gotten Hollywood Records to publish her first ever cd! I was so proud! It sounded amazing, yes I had bought it, and the lyrics were incredible. I couldn’t wait to go see her on her day off! She said she had met someone…wow. The next day, I was walking through the park minding my own business, then he happened. Brian ran into me! My too loud i-pod drowned his wonderful voice, I took them off to hear a heartbroken noise through his mouth. Words, words that poured out the pain in his voice, that crashed into me, that made me want to help. “Oh, I’m sorry.” His face was weary and distant, his eyes were red, and his cheeks stained with a waterfall of tears. “Brian?” His neck snapped toward me. “Collete?” “Brian, you look horrible, let’s go get you cleaned up.” “Where?” “My place of course!” As I lead him to my bike, I ran while he rode. It felt right to have him by my side. Of course, headlines appeared about Brian and his ex-girl-loser's movie, but today it didn’t hurt me. Today it made me more determined. I could do anything. As we slithered into my house, I motioned him to the bed, I dug up a washrag and smoothed it across his face, my thumb lining his perfect jaw. “Collete, I never noticed how amazing your eyes were.” “Their just as amazing as yours.” I replied, why was I such an idiot? “Uh, yeah, I guess.” He was nervous, I could tell. “Brian, don’t be nervous around me, I don’t want to make you like that.” “I’m not, I’m nervous because I wanted to ask you something.” “What?”
“Would you go out with me?” “Uh, well, …aren’t you going out with someone?” “No, she broke up with me after she saw the way I was with you…and I realized I wanted you all along, I just hadn’t known it…” “Uh, I don’t know what to say.” How could I say no to that perfection laying on my bed? “Please, CiCi?” “Yes, yes, a million times yes!” I yelped. My voice came back, go figure. “Oh, Collete!” He ran up and..picked me up, he was so strong! As, he spun around in joy, it was like my whole world had done a 180, my wishes had been answered, he was mine. We spent days together, talking, laughing, running, when our eyes met we entered a different world. He and I were one. Then, one day, we entered the park, he was unusually happy that day… he had something planned, I could feel it. “Collete, let’s take a different way, today.” “Uhm, okay!” I still melted at the sound of his voice. We ran and traveled into the deep woods, twisting and turning, we emerged into a small cave. It was filled with butterflies, and a beautiful lake. The eroma was a soft scent of lavender, my favorite. I loved how he knew me so well. “Do you like it?” “Yes, very much, thank you! It’s amazing!” I wrapped my arms around him and he picked me up, I loved how he did that with such gentleness, but yet he was so strong! Then, the unexpected happened. His lips met mine, the touch of his lips, the tingle of his breath, it was amazing. The touch of him made my skin tingle with delight. As I intertwined my arms around his neck, he let go. “Was that too soon?” “Not soon enough.” I chuckled. “Good, I love you, Collete .” “I love you, Brian.” True Love. It, makes you fall weak at the knees. You get butterflies whenever you see him. You always want to be with him. True love. That’s what I had, true love.
“Would you go out with me?” “Uh, well, …aren’t you going out with someone?” “No, she broke up with me after she saw the way I was with you…and I realized I wanted you all along, I just hadn’t known it…” “Uh, I don’t know what to say.” How could I say no to that perfection laying on my bed? “Please, CiCi?” “Yes, yes, a million times yes!” I yelped. My voice came back, go figure. “Oh, Collete!” He ran up and..picked me up, he was so strong! As, he spun around in joy, it was like my whole world had done a 180, my wishes had been answered, he was mine. We spent days together, talking, laughing, running, when our eyes met we entered a different world. He and I were one. Then, one day, we entered the park, he was unusually happy that day… he had something planned, I could feel it. “Collete, let’s take a different way, today.” “Uhm, okay!” I still melted at the sound of his voice. We ran and traveled into the deep woods, twisting and turning, we emerged into a small cave. It was filled with butterflies, and a beautiful lake. The eroma was a soft scent of lavender, my favorite. I loved how he knew me so well. “Do you like it?” “Yes, very much, thank you! It’s amazing!” I wrapped my arms around him and he picked me up, I loved how he did that with such gentleness, but yet he was so strong! Then, the unexpected happened. His lips met mine, the touch of his lips, the tingle of his breath, it was amazing. The touch of him made my skin tingle with delight. As I intertwined my arms around his neck, he let go. “Was that too soon?” “Not soon enough.” I chuckled. “Good, I love you, Collete .” “I love you, Brian.” True Love. It, makes you fall weak at the knees. You get butterflies whenever you see him. You always want to be with him. True love. That’s what I had, true love.
No Boundaries Chapter 2
As I huddled over to Witch Please! The television series I auditioned for, my fingers soared past and steered to a stop at Fawn : the main character and the role I auditioned for. I did it! I was the new Fawn! I galloped home to fabricate the news to Brian.
"Hello? Hey Brian! It's Collete! What? Uhm, Yeah." He was going to see what his girl-loser wanted (let's call her that from now on.) "Hey! Yeah, Sure! I'd love to come over!" I hung up, head hanging. It was an act, a sham, it was a fake happiness.
As I knocked onto the door I remembered the three words that bursted into my ear, broke my heart, and stabbed me in the back. "I Love You." Tears poured into the open air and stained my eyes with the red that was hurt. I hung up the phone and ran to my bed…Why? Why, why, why?! Why did he betray me like that? Why did she do this even though she knew my feelings for him? Why did Brian say that to her? Why did anything happen? And why was it always bad…questions that couldn’t be answered by anyone other than the influence’s that caused them. I picked the phone back up and dialed the number. Her voice was joyous and giddy…what would I say? “Hey! So what’s the good news?Brian told me you said you had good news!” “I auditioned for a tv series and got the part I was rooting for.” I chuckled lightly to add joy to my not-so-joyous moment. “That’s awesome!” As I packed my bags for a sleepover, I re-did my makeup and pulled my hair back. I wore my clothes like I used to, for Nick. Just because he was going out with her doesn’t mean he couldn’t think of me? Right? I knocked onto the enormous brass knocker, a estatic girl-loser came and embraced me with an I’m-So-Glad-You’re-Here hug. Was she trying that hard to keep me happy? “ Is she here?” His voice….it was like home….
“Hi, Brian…” I whispered, faintly hearing the sound of my heart going dun dun dun dun dun! It felt like my heart was going 50 miles per second….he had that effect on people. But, something was off, he was…different. His breath smelt of…beer?! He promised everyone he would NEVER drink! What was wrong with him? Did SHE do this to him? “C’mon in!” Her voice smelt like beer, too. “Thanks.” “Collete!" Brian engulffed me in his oh-so-lovely bear hugs, it felt like…like Brian. “Brian” “Uh, hi!” gosh, why did she have to disturb?! “Oh, right. Sorry, babe, it’s just I haven’t seen Collete in SO long!” I loved how he smiled when I was with him…his voice was like silk, his hair still framed his perfect face, and his eyes enlightened at the sight of…m-me? ! They were kissing?! Right in front of me…well, let them be that way. They weren’t worth it if she knew about my feelings for him. “Uhm, what is this all about?” I demanded. “Oh! We're…kinda dating.” “What?! I mean, cool.” “Yep! BriBri is so amazing!” “So, how did this happen?” “Well, we were at the set of our movie…when he kissed me, it was like we fit like the pieces of a puzzle. He…I-I didn’t know we could connect like that, you know?” “No, I don’t…” “So, Collete, I missed you.” The conversation made it’s way hastily to the living room, a few days later I went back home with, my questions , a promise, and another knife in my back. When would they stop? Would I ever get my chance with Brian? Why did he have breath like that? Were they drunks? They did seem a bit hungover when I came in…ugh! Life. Complicated. Love. A. War.
"Hello? Hey Brian! It's Collete! What? Uhm, Yeah." He was going to see what his girl-loser wanted (let's call her that from now on.) "Hey! Yeah, Sure! I'd love to come over!" I hung up, head hanging. It was an act, a sham, it was a fake happiness.
As I knocked onto the door I remembered the three words that bursted into my ear, broke my heart, and stabbed me in the back. "I Love You." Tears poured into the open air and stained my eyes with the red that was hurt. I hung up the phone and ran to my bed…Why? Why, why, why?! Why did he betray me like that? Why did she do this even though she knew my feelings for him? Why did Brian say that to her? Why did anything happen? And why was it always bad…questions that couldn’t be answered by anyone other than the influence’s that caused them. I picked the phone back up and dialed the number. Her voice was joyous and giddy…what would I say? “Hey! So what’s the good news?Brian told me you said you had good news!” “I auditioned for a tv series and got the part I was rooting for.” I chuckled lightly to add joy to my not-so-joyous moment. “That’s awesome!” As I packed my bags for a sleepover, I re-did my makeup and pulled my hair back. I wore my clothes like I used to, for Nick. Just because he was going out with her doesn’t mean he couldn’t think of me? Right? I knocked onto the enormous brass knocker, a estatic girl-loser came and embraced me with an I’m-So-Glad-You’re-Here hug. Was she trying that hard to keep me happy? “ Is she here?” His voice….it was like home….
“Hi, Brian…” I whispered, faintly hearing the sound of my heart going dun dun dun dun dun! It felt like my heart was going 50 miles per second….he had that effect on people. But, something was off, he was…different. His breath smelt of…beer?! He promised everyone he would NEVER drink! What was wrong with him? Did SHE do this to him? “C’mon in!” Her voice smelt like beer, too. “Thanks.” “Collete!" Brian engulffed me in his oh-so-lovely bear hugs, it felt like…like Brian. “Brian” “Uh, hi!” gosh, why did she have to disturb?! “Oh, right. Sorry, babe, it’s just I haven’t seen Collete in SO long!” I loved how he smiled when I was with him…his voice was like silk, his hair still framed his perfect face, and his eyes enlightened at the sight of…m-me? ! They were kissing?! Right in front of me…well, let them be that way. They weren’t worth it if she knew about my feelings for him. “Uhm, what is this all about?” I demanded. “Oh! We're…kinda dating.” “What?! I mean, cool.” “Yep! BriBri is so amazing!” “So, how did this happen?” “Well, we were at the set of our movie…when he kissed me, it was like we fit like the pieces of a puzzle. He…I-I didn’t know we could connect like that, you know?” “No, I don’t…” “So, Collete, I missed you.” The conversation made it’s way hastily to the living room, a few days later I went back home with, my questions , a promise, and another knife in my back. When would they stop? Would I ever get my chance with Brian? Why did he have breath like that? Were they drunks? They did seem a bit hungover when I came in…ugh! Life. Complicated. Love. A. War.
No Boundaries](along with intro of me)
Before I start my newest and First (yay!) series, I'd like to introduce myself; I am Emily. I laugh too much, I sing too loud, and I joke a LOT. I love my friends and family. I don't care if you like my silly stuff or not, I'm just me...Deal with it. I love my doggies: Gabby and Lana, let's not forget my sweet hymalain: Snickers and I love nerds (yep, you heard me), they are just so cute I wanna squeeze em! Anyways, my passions are art,singing,and what I'm here to do: Write. It doesn't matter what I write, Songs, Poems, Jokes, it's all here in one little website I can call my own (almost). Just sit back, take a quick bathroom break, get your popcorn, whatever...and ride along in the wagon of joy (I know, SO corny). So, for this story we will call the main character...Collete (I've been obsessed with that name ever since I read it in The Series of Unfortunate Events series).
As the bell rang for the final hearing of 'prison' (school), I walked through the halls searching for friends and saying my final goodbyes. As my friends approached I couldn't utter the final words that would be gone with the wind. We hugged. Laughed. Cried. Hugged some more and went our seperate ways toward destiny.
"Hey, Cleo." Brian always called me that when he was depressed. As I stuttered a reply his arms embraced me in a heart warming hug, I wrapped mine around his neck, holding onto this final moment together, feeling the curls that framed his face oh so perfectly.
"Goodbye..." Then and there the tears streamed down my face, a waterfall, an overflown waterfall of tears. No more school, no more seeing each other each day, no more childhood....it was just us and choices from now on. Off we were to live the live long life.
As I reached into the drive, I began to wonder...Brian would call? Wouldn't they all? Were we going to stay in touch? I mean, sure we might venture into our own lives and occasionally forget in all the drama but, still...I entered toward the house to be welcomed with a hearty hello. Mom. Gotta love her.
"Hey, sweetie!"
"Hey, mom..."
"What's wrong?" Did mother's have a sixth sense or something? "Well, I have to leave...everything. All I've ever known is Grand Prairie, Texas. How am I supposed to fit in in Hollywood?"
"Oh, it's okay. I'll be there, right in here." She pointed her well manicured nails towards her fragile heart.
"Thanks, momma (it's what I call her, yeah, I'm a wimp). You always know what to say. I gave her a hug and huddled upstairs, absorbing the house, the sounds, the smell, like a sponge. What could I say? All I ever wanted was to get out of small town life...now, I didn't want to leave.
The drive through N.Y. consisted of too many lights, lots of traffic, and idiots unable to detect cars RIGHT in front of them. Great. As I awoke the next morning, the air smelt of gas and gum....whoo hoo? As I strolled through the streets, I stared through the billboards, people, the buildings. Then, I stared at the address written on my hand: 126 Roadmane Ave. I slipped through the sea of people, finally finding the address. I went in, settling my bags, then decided to find something to wear.
I settled for a white tank top, a baggy gray vest, and dark skinny jeans complete with blue converses. I entered the streets eager to job hunt! (mom gave me the money for the apt.) I stopped at a certain building to see a new movie...starring Brian! His dream was always acting(mine was singing AND acting). Then I read closer...it read:
Be Mine Starring: Brian Willconter and Celia Condor
What?! Celia, the popular girl who was drooling over Brian for years (like me) was now doing a movie with him?! As tears stained my cheeks a went to job hunt again. I had been searching for only a few minutes and found a casting audition...it read:
Witch Please! Casting auditions Dec. 19
As the bell rang for the final hearing of 'prison' (school), I walked through the halls searching for friends and saying my final goodbyes. As my friends approached I couldn't utter the final words that would be gone with the wind. We hugged. Laughed. Cried. Hugged some more and went our seperate ways toward destiny.
"Hey, Cleo." Brian always called me that when he was depressed. As I stuttered a reply his arms embraced me in a heart warming hug, I wrapped mine around his neck, holding onto this final moment together, feeling the curls that framed his face oh so perfectly.
"Goodbye..." Then and there the tears streamed down my face, a waterfall, an overflown waterfall of tears. No more school, no more seeing each other each day, no more childhood....it was just us and choices from now on. Off we were to live the live long life
As I reached into the drive, I began to wonder...Brian would call? Wouldn't they all? Were we going to stay in touch? I mean, sure we might venture into our own lives and occasionally forget in all the drama but, still...I entered toward the house to be welcomed with a hearty hello. Mom. Gotta love her.
"Hey, sweetie!"
"Hey, mom..."
"What's wrong?" Did mother's have a sixth sense or something? "Well, I have to leave...everything. All I've ever known is Grand Prairie, Texas. How am I supposed to fit in in Hollywood?"
"Oh, it's okay. I'll be there, right in here." She pointed her well manicured nails towards her fragile heart.
"Thanks, momma (it's what I call her, yeah, I'm a wimp). You always know what to say. I gave her a hug and huddled upstairs, absorbing the house, the sounds, the smell, like a sponge. What could I say? All I ever wanted was to get out of small town life...now, I didn't want to leave.
The drive through N.Y. consisted of too many lights, lots of traffic, and idiots unable to detect cars RIGHT in front of them. Great. As I awoke the next morning, the air smelt of gas and gum....whoo hoo? As I strolled through the streets, I stared through the billboards, people, the buildings. Then, I stared at the address written on my hand: 126 Roadmane Ave. I slipped through the sea of people, finally finding the address. I went in, settling my bags, then decided to find something to wear.
I settled for a white tank top, a baggy gray vest, and dark skinny jeans complete with blue converses. I entered the streets eager to job hunt! (mom gave me the money for the apt.) I stopped at a certain building to see a new movie...starring Brian! His dream was always acting(mine was singing AND acting). Then I read closer...it read:
Be Mine Starring: Brian Willconter and Celia Condor
What?! Celia, the popular girl who was drooling over Brian for years (like me) was now doing a movie with him?! As tears stained my cheeks a went to job hunt again. I had been searching for only a few minutes and found a casting audition...it read:
Witch Please! Casting auditions Dec. 19
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